Now it's the middle of the night but I am still up. I just arrived home. Because about 21.20 pm. I went to Suvarnabhumi airport for sending my love to Scotland for athletic meeting. He's a badminton player of thailand. Now I feel so sleepy but I can't sleep because I am missing him and sending my love an e-mail that "Hey!! sweetie, how are you ? have you got accustomed to the climate in Scotland ? My family fallowed up all the news about you. We all hope for your champion. I miss and love you as always. Remember to take care of your self, with loves "
This is the paragraph that I already send to him because I want him to see my e-mail suddenly when he arrived there and checking his e-mail. I feel so lonely right now. I think, What should i do ? And the best answered in my mind is go to bed!! Before I sleep I'll pray to Buddha to take the best care of him and hope I have a sweetdream tonight.
11/11/07
11/3/07
The last weekend
I didn't have a wonderful weekend because my last weekend is very unpleasurable.
All the time, i stayed with an anxiety and stress because my father were sick.
He got an encephalemia, so he had to admit at the Bangkok hospital in icu room.
I spent most time in the hospital to follow his symptom of sickness.
I had to wake up early and went to the hospital, it was so boring for me.
Although my friends asked me to hang out with them, I can't because I had to take good care
of him and did everything he want. Furthermore , I had to give him a courage because I know that an operation frighten him. In my mind I always wish everything will be alright and I wish god will be with him. Everytime when I saw himon the sick-bed with a volume control respirator, it made me shed tears. When he said to me that he had a terrible headache, it made me worry about him so much. I was so sympathize with him. When I had free time , I always went to the temple with my mother and my brothers for praying to the Buddha to protect him and bless him get well really soon. Although staying at the hospital all day to take good care of my father was very boring for me , I had to do because it's my duty. I knew that my father wanted me to stay beside him to be his courage. I want to be a good daughter and want to be useful for my family, so I will do my best to make my family to be pround of me.
All the time, i stayed with an anxiety and stress because my father were sick.
He got an encephalemia, so he had to admit at the Bangkok hospital in icu room.
I spent most time in the hospital to follow his symptom of sickness.
I had to wake up early and went to the hospital, it was so boring for me.
Although my friends asked me to hang out with them, I can't because I had to take good care
of him and did everything he want. Furthermore , I had to give him a courage because I know that an operation frighten him. In my mind I always wish everything will be alright and I wish god will be with him. Everytime when I saw himon the sick-bed with a volume control respirator, it made me shed tears. When he said to me that he had a terrible headache, it made me worry about him so much. I was so sympathize with him. When I had free time , I always went to the temple with my mother and my brothers for praying to the Buddha to protect him and bless him get well really soon. Although staying at the hospital all day to take good care of my father was very boring for me , I had to do because it's my duty. I knew that my father wanted me to stay beside him to be his courage. I want to be a good daughter and want to be useful for my family, so I will do my best to make my family to be pround of me.
Diary
Today is Saturday and this is the second time I've been come to this place "Train park - Suan Rod Fai" I went there with my sweetheart "Ohmo". He was enjoy riding but not me.
Guess what ? because I wore the short skirt but it's not my fault because I didn't plan to go there. Anyway, my sweetheart chose the cutest bicycle foe me. It's KITTY bicycle.
" Trustin me, it's so cute" he said
" Oh!! cute or stupid?" I asked
Anyway .it's the best choice for me. Everything seem to be better when I used my woolen coat cover my skirt to safe something not good to show off. I was really happy with him.
I though 1 hour at the Train park but I felt like just only 15 minutes like somebody said
" When you feel happy the time will be pass so fast" I think so.
Moreover I saw the cutest puppy. It's so funny and polite.
I really do love the dog. I wanted to take it home but I can't take it back to my home because it's not mine and I already have 4 cute dogs at my home. And I loves them so much as they love me.
Guess what ? because I wore the short skirt but it's not my fault because I didn't plan to go there. Anyway, my sweetheart chose the cutest bicycle foe me. It's KITTY bicycle.
" Trustin me, it's so cute" he said
" Oh!! cute or stupid?" I asked
Anyway .it's the best choice for me. Everything seem to be better when I used my woolen coat cover my skirt to safe something not good to show off. I was really happy with him.
I though 1 hour at the Train park but I felt like just only 15 minutes like somebody said
" When you feel happy the time will be pass so fast" I think so.
Moreover I saw the cutest puppy. It's so funny and polite.
I really do love the dog. I wanted to take it home but I can't take it back to my home because it's not mine and I already have 4 cute dogs at my home. And I loves them so much as they love me.
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